Friday, May 29, 2009
Archery Camp Day 2
Nw in sch for archery camp.. kind of sian.. last nite slept at 4 plus going to 5am lor.. just cant get to bed.. then me, ya hui and nick went a side to talk.. talk about the committee.. nick was like kanna scolded like that lor.. every point that ya hui say is directed to him and the committee lor.. then after talking.. moo called me to go toilet wif her.. cause qing sleep like a log liao.. cant wake her up.. after company her we went to sleep at the stairs there.. we were suppose to sleep in the tent for the nite but then most of the seniors didn sleep lor.. just hung around wif ya hui, nick and nad..
then today, we were sleeping the whole time till 12 plus in the afternoon then lunch time.. as the juniors has their maintance workshop thus onli some seniors go wif them.. the rest stay at sport complex.. and most of them fall asleep.. inculding me.. was damn tired lor.. sleep less than an hour the pervious nite.. then get my sleep just nw.. hehe.. ^^
will post the picture for the camp another day.. the pictures are still in my camera..>.<
♥ the last words are written at 9:41 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
what to do nw???>.<
really going crazy nw sia.. >.<have to think bout whether should i go for the camp anot.. have the permission from parents that i can dun go.. i dunno sia.. haha, they have decided to go liao.. good.. at least if i didn go i wouldn feel guity..
anyway, today, lesson was fun.. its DNA.. tlking bout DNA isolation and stuff.. i guess.. cause not too sure bout it.. kind of forget wat i learnt during lesson.. recently, mermory also not that good.. >.< dunno why.. think too much?? hehe..
tml, got lab plus UT.. haiz.. havent study.. dun even noe bout the module at all lor.. should have ask faci for help.. haiz.. too late liao.. >.<>.<>
feel like putting some picture from mel.. recently dun feel that happy.. so thinking of putting the picture in to make myself feel better.. cause i have lots of fun there.. hehe ^^
this is a group photo.. but nat not in.. >.<
these two are my roommate.. siew hui and kas.. hehe.. 
the scenary is damn nice lor.. enjoy the view man.. plus the wind.. hehe ^^
that all.. another than find more picture to put in ba.. hehe ^^
♥ the last words are written at 5:10 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
27 may 2009
Going to be holiday soon.. hehe.. this friday got archery camp.. dun whether should i go anot.. dun wan to last min change my mind sia.. cause told deva liao and the plan was made liao.. but i find it weird when i was wif deva and moo.. just when i was wif the both of them.. i felt that they like somehow hack care me like that.. like i was not there.. so i rather not see them lor..
haiz.. the ppl i asked, told me not to go.. >.<>.<>.<
today, lesson was fun.. had so much fun lor.. with the new team.. hehe.. >.<>.<
oh yeah.. still havent upload mel photos.. hehe.. haiz.. dunno when free ba.. nw still doing report for pp.. plus got mel ce talk thing.. haiz.. when i am free then blog the pic.. >.<>
♥ the last words are written at 5:26 AM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
10 may 2009
I think that I will let this friendship break by itself.. and I will not do anything to it anymore liao.. it is like no matter wat I do the friendship will still break.. it happens lots of time liao.. dun feel like trusting any more.. the more I trust the more betrayl they will do to me.. it happens damn lots of time.. in primary sch, sec sch and nw.. it never stop.. nightmare never go away.. >.<no matter wat.. i will not care bout this friendship for nw.. if it breaks just let it break ba.. if not in the end i might be the one who will suffer the most.. it happens too many times liao.. even if i do something to it.. they might not like it.. so wat the point.. it takes to hands to clap.. it apply to friendships too.. if one does not want the friendship to works.. no matter how much effort the other party puts in also no use.. it will still breaks..
i feel much better when i dun meet up with them.. at the least i dun need to think too much and dun need to see their attiude and stuff..
whether it ends or wat.. i dun really wan to know liao.. let it be this way ba.. at least both party feels better rather than all suffer.. this way is much more nicer rather than seeing each other attitude..
that all ba.. end it here liao.. the end.. >.<
♥ the last words are written at 3:32 AM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
thinking too much..
went to sch wif them.. as usual.. today, got lab.. hehe it is fun.. >.<>went back hm alone at first.. then on the way, rachel saw me.. hehe.. so sori.. i didn saw her.. then kind of shocked to see her beside me.. hehe >.<>
also think bout friends and stuff.. kind of dun trusted anyone since that day.. it is like since we agree to that thing liao.. then nw because of someone changed ur mind.. i really dun noe what u are thinking bout.. wow.. like that might as well dun talk at all.. and i really dun know how to maintain this friendship liao.. how i wish not to think bout it..
kind of dun wish to meet them for nw.. wish to be alone.. mayb only go sch wif hui ping ba.. or alone.. which i dun mind.. sometimes, i feel that i am the onli one maintaining a friendship.. it is like u guys also take me for granted.. when u guys are sad and stuff.. i will help u.. but when i need help, i cant find u guys.. ><>
i forgot my meeting wif kas today.. we were suppose to meet after sch to do the ppt sildes for the CE talk.. but it the end i forgot bout it.. totally.. recently, i keep forgetting things.. i dun noe why.. but just keep forgetting.. ><>
♥ the last words are written at 3:38 AM
Monday, May 4, 2009
feeling down..
went sch wif moo, deva and hui ping.. at first it was ok.. when jing join us she start talking bout archery.. telling us to "donate" the yellow shirt to the new coach.. haiz.. wt.. totally spoilt my mood for the whole day sia.. ><then reply her in kind of rude manner.. ok for this i know it is my bad.. ><>
i miss the times i spent in melbourne.. no worries and stop thinking bout ARCHERY.. just enjoy my times there.. how i wish to go back again and forget bout all the trouble i got.. ><
for nw, my mood is damn bad.. so trying to PP report.. 2000 words.. have reach 2000 words for the report.. but i still havent finish writting.. still got 5 more parts to do.. OMG.. i feel that it is kind of too much words.. should i edit some part? arggg.. wat to do? >.<
post this just wanna find something for me to talk to.. >.<>.<
that all for the day ba.. doing report>.<
