Tuesday, January 27, 2009


27 Jan 2009

Today, is the second day of new year.. kinda sian.. nothing much to do.. anyway.. have lots of pic to post.. got about new years pic, pic wif some of my friends on the second last day of sch.. this year new year is much more boring and not fun at all.. it is just like in the past.. the process just keep repeting that all.. nothing worth talking about.. the most interesting thing is that both my brother birthday fall on the new year eve and the first day of new year..

my first brother birthday was on the new year eve.. we help him celebrate at my grandmother house which we was kinda boring.. then my second brother birthday was on the first day of new year.. we help him celebrate at my aunt place.. had choco cake on the frist day and had ice-cream cake on the second day.. OMG.. two cake in a roll.. there still left over lor.. haiz..

anyway, i am just bored so i came to blog about it.. dun really like new year.. kinda boring and they always do the same thing over and over again.. haiz..

post the pic when i have them ba.. hehe..

♥ the last words are written at 12:45 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009


Should I or not?

Today, went to cwp with deva.. talk to her.. she was like against my decision.. she dun wan me to regret my decision later on.. but i told her that i do not have any feeling when i did not go.. i just felt normal.. however, i dun know whether this is wat i wan..

as i was walking back hm.. i keep thinking.. wat i really wan.. how come things turn this way.. how to let it go etc.. is it really possible to go back to the past? is it possible not to regret? from the way deva respone to my decision.. it shows that she regret her decision and she keeps telling me not to.. she keep asking me.. thought u like it alot and nw wat happen? how come suddenly made a decision like this..

she keeps telling me not too.. i told her.. why not she take my place and go for it.. she laughed.. haiz.. dun know lah.. today, also not very happy either.. hope to forget what heppen today.. so many things happen recently.. haiz..

moo told me that she asked the whole club to go for the WWW thing.. haiz.. i dun wan to go lor.. i hate to go out wif so many ppl.. i dun like the feeling of going out wif them.. not all.. i also asked moo whether what i did recently is it too much..

she say "as someone that knows u, i say slightly but you hv reasons bt to sum1 nt tt close, i think she/he will think it is unreasonable..." i kinda agree wif her.. me myself also think that wat i did recently is like kind of too much.. rmb wat happen after the chalet monday training.. that incident is still there.. cant forget bout it.. it is so hard to forget.. dun wish to rmb liao..

that all ba.. no mood to type liao..

♥ the last words are written at 4:09 AM

Monday, January 5, 2009


A bad day?

I just found out that my leg has not recovered from the last time I injured my leg.. haiz.. then when I walk to Cwp wif moo today, I injured my leg again.. haiz.. it hurts like hell lor.. dun know how to go for training on wednesday.. wish to skip.. haiz.. dun know lah.. just have no wish to go.. mayb can use this reason to let myself another day off from training.. and dun need to face them again..

Today, chat wif a friend.. she asked me not to think about it liao.. but i know it is hard.. it is hard to forget about it.. treat it as an event that has past.. mayb u guys can do it but i cant and nv will let it go..

somethings are easy to let go while others are not that easy.. u guys may see it as it is easy to let go but to me it is not.. dun know why still cant let it go.. i thought that the new year has come and i am able to forget about it.. and willnot rmb it any more.. haiz..

think blog till here ba.. kinda tired.. hope not to think that much liao ba..

♥ the last words are written at 6:11 AM

Sunday, January 4, 2009


4 Jan 2009

Yesterday, skipped training and did something meaningful and fun.. it is to help the elderly paint their house.. Me, moo, wen juan, wan hua and a year 2 girl was in the same group.. the five of us paint a unit.. we finish painting the unit by 4 plus ba.. not too sure.. then we went down for some talk by the faci.. then we went hm..

we took a bus from there and went to the mrt station.. which was far.. then we saw something very interesting.. then we agree to go there another day.. will talk to them soon to see when we can go.. hehe..

then today, did nothing much.. just sleep till noon time.. had breakfast cum lunch then went to ntuc to buy dinner to cook.. then just watch the tv.. didn do anything.. hehe.. tml, got sch.. sian.. haiz.. dun feel like going back.. haiz..

think that all ba.. post pic another.. hehe.. keep pushing it back..

♥ the last words are written at 2:57 AM