Sunday, December 21, 2008


Feeling down..

Avoid and avoid.. Is what I always do.. Mayb to me, it is a way to settle things? However, I hate to avoid but in the end I still avoid.. haiz.. I still feel bad over that thing.. but I dun know what to do.. eventhrough u say that u have forgiven me.. but I cant just forget about it at all.. How to treat as if nothing happen..

Mayb I should just let it be ba.. and not try to change anything.. I still feel weird.. Mayb it is best not to go back to the past and let it be as it is.. If I try to change, will it be the same as the past.. I dun think so ba..

Time.. need more time.. Mayb by the time, I forgot the matter.. will be the time, I disappear le ba.. Still not sure.. wat to do nw.. dun wish to quit but I still feel weird.. haiz.. hope that time will cancel the matter ba..

That all.. dun wish to talk liao.. somemore, today, didn go training.. another day for me to stop thinking liao.. hope that I can do it..

♥ the last words are written at 8:51 PM