Saturday, December 13, 2008
13 Dec 2008
Today, went for training.. in actual fact, i dun have the mood to shoot at all.. dun know why.. just cant concentrate at all.. dun even know wat am i doing.. haiz.. winnie help me but i didn listen to wat she say, i just hear and let it out.. one ear in then the other out.. hiaz. i dun know wat to do liao.. then i nearly cry during training.. dun even know wat to do.. i know that i am there but i am thinking about other things..
then went off at 4pmw if jing.. just wanna get my mind out of archery.. wish to take a long break but i know i cant.. dun know how to tell them.. hiaz.. i find it hard to control my emotion liao lor.. no matter, wat i do, i will cry.. haiz.. dun know sia.. can someone tell me?
i have a feeling that istill cant let go of the feeling of the competition.. wat happen then.. i think that i have not let it go at all.. and nw still trying to forget.. i dun know why.. but it is hard to do so.. how to let go? how to forgot? i'm not too sure.. i have never try to forgot and let go of somethings.. haiz..
that all ba.. dun wish to contiune liao.. later i cant control my emotion liao..
♥ the last words are written at 4:24 AM
