Friday, December 19, 2008
20 Dec 2008
lots of things happen just this week.. the first week of the hoilday.. firstly, went for training on sat and so damn idiot.. haiz.. then went to vivo city the next day wif moo and qing.. it was damn boring.. then on monday went to buy things for the chalet.. on tuesday went for archery chalet.. went there wif jing, nick and jeremy.. kinda sian.. then slowly everyone come then have fun..
i do not wish to talk about the chalet things liao.. think till here ba.. just came back from vivo city.. went there wif moo.. kinda sian.. then we walk around vivo city.. and play wif water.. hehe.. then also chat wif her.. and ask for her suggestion on something..
i asked her whether she will be angry or lonely if we leave the club.. moo say yes.. this has become my consideration on what to do next.. so scared that my decision will affect lots of ppl.. like what happen during the chalet.. hate it man..
that all ba.. so damn tired liao.. so many things happen.. think i should just forget about everything.. and just give it all up ba.. how i wish this never happen.. how i wish everythings go back to how it was in the past..
After so much thinking, i have decided to take a break.. will go training but will not talk to anyone.. after training, go home and will not walk wif them to cwp anymore.. after puting down the bow and stuff, just walk away and not stay there.. I think I am able to give up everything liao.. Know that it is hard but will do it.. hope that everything will go back to how it was, mayb by that time, i will not choose to leave..
♥ the last words are written at 11:36 PM
